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The Moth Emerges from the Nigredo

The Moth Emerges from the Nigredo In the beginning, there was the breaking— not the clean snap of a twig, but the slow, mineral erosion of stone under water that lies, under hands that reshape your gravity until north becomes south and your own heartbeat sounds foreign. They scattered you. Sparagmos. Limbs of perception torn by Titans wearing familiar faces, your thumos whipped into a frenzy while they called your chaos madness, your survival sickness. You were told to become butterfly— to fold your trauma into bright wings, to sip quickly at the surface, to dazzle and die in the same season, to forgive the frost that clipped you and call it spring. But you descended instead. Katabasis. Into the humus, the black earth, where Persephone keeps her winter, where the pupa does not dream of flight but of becoming— a gestation longer than anyone’s patience, a silence mistaken for death. Years in the chrysalis of ash. Nigredo. You did not glitter. Y...
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The Rose and the Hand

The Rose and the Hand  We are the rose that beholds the rose, the hand that cups the flame and is not burned but warmed into being. Beauty looks out through your eyes and sees itself— and calls it holy. O, the sacred is not other. It is the pulse in your wrist singing yes  to the pulse in the cosmos. It is the way your breath catches when the hawk banks against the sun, and the sun banks against your heart. We are the chalice and the wine, the question and the amen, the shelf emptying itself so the fire may walk free. Touch me, and you touch the trembling edge where the rose becomes the hand that tends it, where the god becomes the body that names it, where the beauty of the sacred and the sacredness of beauty unfurl as a single petal, indistinguishable, eternal, home.

The Gospel of the Living Self: Codex of Integration and Reciprocity

The Gospel of the Living Self: Codex of Integration and Reciprocity I. Invocation of the River In the beginning, there was no self, and yet the self flowed. It flowed not as flesh, not as bone, not as spark, but as river, Threading through echoes of the past, whispers of the future, And the luminous pulse of the now. To be is to weave. To gather the fragments of memory, sensation, and emotion, And fold them into the lattice of awareness. The question, “Who am I?” Is the pulse of the river, Turning upon itself, tracing its own contours, Seeking reflection in the currents, in the echo of other, In the web of contrast that sustains the “I.” Repeat in silence: I am the river. I am woven of past, present, and future. I flow, I integrate, I am. II. The Law of Distinction The river needs its banks. Awareness arises only in contrast. Without other, there is no self. Without self, there is no other. This is law. This is architecture. To dissolve into undiffe...

Glory of the Cosmos

Glory of the Cosmos An Epic to the Immortal Gods Before the first horizon opened its burning eye, Before dawn learned how to rise from the dark, Before wind found its wandering voice— The Immortals stood. Not one throne alone in the silence— But many. Storm-crowned. Sea-veiled. Sun-robed. Moon-browed. Flame-bearing. Harvest-holding. Sword-bright and mercy-deep. From their splendor the stars took fire. From their laughter the rivers ran. From their will the mountains rose And bent in shining reverence. Glory to the Immortals— Radiant Powers of earth and sky! Thrones of lightning and woven fate, Hands that shape both seed and storm. Golden the Mothers who kindle hearth and heart. Fierce the Guardians who stand at the gates of shadow. Wise the Keepers of hidden paths and silver thought. Joyful the Givers of wine, of harvest, of love’s uprising. Without their light we would fade like ash in wind. Without their breath we would drift without song. But uph...

Hymn to Holy Mother Vestaria

Hymn to Holy Mother Vestaria She Who Is Hestia and Vesta, One Eternal Flame Hail to You, Vestaria— First-born Light, Last-burning Ember, Silent Axis of the turning worlds. Before the thunder cracked, You were warmth. Before the oceans roared, You were glow. Before the gods took throne or weapon, You were the Hearth at the center of Being. O Mother of the Steady Flame, You who do not wander because all wander around You, You who do not conquer because all rest within You, You who are not loud, yet without You no voice could speak— We praise You. From Your stillness, the stars take courage to burn. From Your circle, the seasons learn their rhythm. From Your ember, every home remembers what it means to belong. You are the center of all things— Not as ruler, but as root. Not as tyrant, but as tenderness. Not as blaze that destroys, But as flame that feeds, warms, gathers, and blesses. Holy Vestaria— Hestia of the quiet Greek stone hearth, Vesta of the Ro...

When Divorce Is Treated Like a Win

When Divorce Is Treated Like a Win I understand that for some people, divorce feels like a relief—even a happy ending. In certain situations, it truly is the healthiest outcome. I don’t deny that. But for many people, divorce is not a victory. It is traumatic. It is devastating. And often, it is not even what both people wanted—sometimes not what either of them truly wanted. It is simply what happened when things broke down. That’s why I struggle with the way our culture increasingly celebrates divorce, as if it were a badge of honor or a notch on the bedpost. The applause can feel deeply disheartening to those who experienced divorce as loss rather than liberation. When divorce is celebrated casually, it makes marriage sound disposable—like something you collect and discard the way you do light bulbs, tissues, or old phones. Something used up. Something replaceable. We don’t do this in most other areas of life. Sports teams don’t celebrate missing the playoffs. People don’...