A Daily Reckoning

A Daily Reckoning

Today is not one more day—it is one less.
Let my heart see what truly matters.
Let my hands reach for what is real.
Let my words carry love, truth, and courage.
Let my eyes behold beauty without distraction.
Let my presence be full, my mind awake, my spirit willing.

I release the trivial, the bitter, the unnecessary.
I embrace the sacred, the fleeting, the eternal.

In the knowledge of impermanence,
I honor this day,
I honor this life,
I honor what is precious before it slips away.

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