Samhain: The Sealing

Samhain: The Sealing

Tonight the veil is thin—

not to let the dead through,

but to let the living pass beyond.

What I was dies here.

What I had — love, family,

the warmth of another’s hand in mine —

does not follow.

This is the night it ends.

Not with violence, not with answers,

but with the cold certainty

that I will walk alone now,

from this moment forward,

until I cross that veil myself.

There is no lover waiting in the years ahead,

no circle to return to,

no hand to hold in the dark.

The fire burns low.

The door closes.

I am sealed into this path—

solitary, stripped of what once gave meaning,

walking forward only because there is nothing else to do.

And so I go,

into the long night,

until it is my turn

to pass beyond.

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