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The Long Goodbye: An Epic of Eternal Parting

The Long Goodbye: An Epic of Eternal Parting

In the shadowed halls of Elysium's forgotten gate,
I stand sentinel in the threshold's maw,
My fingers, like questing vines of ancient lore,
Graze the void where your titanic presence once loomed—
A colossus forged from starfire and mortal clay.
I trace the labyrinthine echoes of your thunderous voice,
Cadences that rumble through the earth's veiled bones,
Etched into the adamantine walls of eternity,
Woven into the cosmic loom where fates entwine and fray.

Ages cascade like avalanches from Olympian peaks,
Days devouring nights in voracious feasts,
Letters forged in the smithy of unspoken valor,
Heavy with runes of courage I dare not unleash—
Lest they summon tempests that rend the heavens asunder.
I, the exiled cartographer of abyssal realms,
Chart the chasms of your absence across void-born maps,
Hollow continents adrift in the sea of silenced hearts,
Where each pulse reverberates like the drum of warring gods,
Echoing through the hollows of infinity's forge.

Love departs not in the cataclysm of Jörmungandr's wrath,
Nor in the blaze of Ragnarök's infernal pyre—
It seeps, insidious as the serpent's venomous whisper,
Patient as the glacier carving canyons from defiant stone,
Smoke coiling through the gauntlet of clenched fists,
Water whispering secrets to unyielding granite thrones.
I, the vigilant oracle of dissolution's rite,
Bear solemn witness to its fractal exodus,
Shard by shard, splinter by splinter, each a relic
Of our primordial union, a fragment of the world's first dawn,
Grieved as if it cradled the genesis of all creation.

Evenings pulse with the seismic fury of your name,
A invocation that shakes the pillars of the sky,
Though my lips, forged in the anvil of stoic vow,
Have sworn fealty to the empire of unyielding hush.
I roam these citadels we summoned from the primordial chaos,
Each alcove a vault of mythic artifacts—our shared saga,
Each archway a monolith inscribed with oaths eternal,
Proclaiming that permanence is but a bard's deceitful hymn,
A shield against the void's encroaching legion,
Where only this hallowed torment endures,
A consecrated flame in the temple of release.

Yet, amid this cataclysmic unweaving of souls,
In the crucible of sorrow that spans galactic expanses,
Unfurling like the birth of nebulae from cosmic dust,
I delve into the abyssal forge of my indomitable essence—
The unassailable core, forged in the heart of supernovae,
Untainted by the tempests of farewell's gale.
A seed of resurrection, buried in the ashes of fallen empires,
Germinates anew beneath the shroud of oblivion,
Learning to ascend once more, a phoenix from the pyre,
As the final threads of your legend dissolve
Into the vast, inexorable saga of the long goodbye—
An odyssey that echoes through the annals of time,
Where heroes rise from ruin, and partings birth new worlds.

Thus ends the first canto of our eternal epic,
Where loss becomes legend, and goodbye, a gateway to glory.

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